today.. go sch.. so moody.. but then.. all suan me.. make me hot..haha.. then after sch went play bball.. go PS.. tio suan.. at tuition.. tio SUAN.. !! but darrell also.. he worst.. cannot take it.. lol.. mmm.. cl keeep wanting me stop scld.. but then.. nth wrong to be frens wad.. anyway.. still the same old words.. do wad i feel like doing..


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Tuesday, March 30, 2004

haiz.. hope that all my frens.. could stop suaning me.. abt scld.. or anything.. i juz hope to be left alone.. maybe.. for this period of time.. or wad ba.. hoping to spend the darkest moments.. alone.. without anyone.. accompanying me suffer.. whether i can c the light again.. i have no idea.. but there r two possibilty.. maybe i will do well in academic.. or very bad.. but who cares.. i am totally so confused now.. whether to take some things.. as true, fake or invisible.. i dunno whether i can take it.. becos.. i once share sorrows and everything.. with her.. hopefully.. i can.. always look on the bright side.. how?? wad is the point of consoling myself.. when i noe wad the truth is.. it is juz timid to face realitly.. now.. i began to doubt 'forever'... does the word exist.. in realiity.. wad is forever.. ur soul.. when u r heartbroken.. does ur heart stop beating.. bcos.. physical pain are on bodies.. emotional pain r inside the soul.. which i believe its existence.. i hope everyone could feel free to write in the tagbox.. even w/o leaving ur name.. i am so .. down.. irritating.. SCLD!!!! who is envy of me?? (no one).. who despise me? ( mostly does ).. anyway.. i still live on.. and on... til i cannot take it.. i will be gone.. natuarally..

this few days.. feeling very sick.. flu.. cought.. etc.. juz not feeling normal ba..

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veggied on 9:14:00 PM

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Saturday, March 27, 2004

wad is the defintion or "Friend"??? "Accquatiance" and "stead"... those are only pple.. the only diff is that they play a diff role in ur life.. There is no strangers in this world, only friends we have not met.. as the song goes.. "Ti de qi, fang de xia, cai you nan ren de wei dao".... haiz.. so hard to do.. some.. ask me to fang xia.. some ask me jiayou.. hee.. dunno leh.. feel wad then do wad.. who think i am impt inside their heart... execpt for zai.. should be no one ba.. haha.. why am i asking.. duno..

feel like going k box.. sing.. but no money.. haiz..

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Friday, March 26, 2004

wazzup.. me and my SCLD again.. haha.. today.. they lost.. sad sia.. then went out etc etc.. everyday.. tio suan by pple.. haha...

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Monday, March 22, 2004

haiz.. i think everyone noe.. me and her break le.. hope u all wun say her bad and stuffs k.. we can settle our own stuffs.. haiZ.. sorry to those i offended.. like wc ba.. cheryl.. mich.. and cs.. and some who i keep pestering.. dun blame her.. not anyone's fault..

veggied on 9:10:00 PM

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